Monday, March 16, 2009

The curse... oh how I hate it!!!

Us women all have it.. that time of the month when your hormones are on crack and you can't get a grip on life! I am loosing my mind right now. Everything is driving me crazy, noise, needing to go grocery shopping, my two year old who is smack in the middle of the terrible twos. I just need a break... a moment of silence a hot bath something gosh anything to make the anxiety go away from my brain!!!

The weekend for me is always a time to gather my self. To recoup from the mess of a week I have had. It is not always a bad week but last week was a dozy! I know I have no one to blame but my self. I have no patience, I am edgy and I just want to run to greyhound and catch the next bus to nowheresville!

This weekend was long and screaming kid filled.(so no recouping for me) I had a birthday party for my son on Saturday with a few of the boys staying the night the night before. I should plans these things the week after the curse not the week before, I will be sure to make a note to self. It is quit sad because it is hard for me to enjoy the day, a day that should be special and happy but for me was annoying and I wanted to cry.. well I did later that night for like and hour. I had a complete emotional cup over flowing crazy moment. It did me good but left me even more exhausted then I was before. Then Sunday Nathan went shooting and that just made it worse because that meant no break...
The point of this post... well I don't know really I just need someone to listen. It is good to make this a place where I can really be me good or bad or emotional.

I guess what I am really trying to say is I need a weekend and fast! A quiet do nothing but lay in Pj's and make pancakes weekend. Too bad that won't happen for like three more weekends. Life is life good and bad and for the most part I would say 90% is great it is just that 10% that sure can put a funk in your life and somehow it has stuck around longer this month then usual.

Writing this helped shake it off a little, thanks for listening. I am going to go try to remember to breath.



patti said...

I had no idea when I was there for the party that you were having a bad day. It's good that you can voice it on your blog and find some relief. Maybe you should have come over yesterday after all. I hope your week goes better than you expect. Try to enjoy the little moments of family fun.

Ricky and Tracie said...

oh man, i TOTALLY can identify with you, well ALMOST. I was feeling your pain a few weeks ago. get this, i stopped breastfeeding, and a week later SHE returned after taking a hike for a year and a half! Oh but she didn't just come and stop by, she came in all her fury.. and then 2 weeks later.. came AGAIN!!!! she was NOT welcome, if you know what i mean. Well, now i'm all in a funk trying to get back to "normal".. and man those hormones were RAGING!!!! i think i cried too...a few times.. hehehe. LOVE YA!!! you'll be better soon.. just try to stick it out

Cynthia said...

I guess this wasn't a PMS post it should have been Pregnancy hormones are kicking in post! lol

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